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现在tou脑还在发胀,xiong膛里却像平空少了些东西。站在镜子前面,我对镜中人不禁失声叫dao:“这也是我么?”消瘦了,那倒不足为奇;万想不到一双yan睛会那样死沉沉的!

谁夺去了我yan中的光彩?——表示我还能爱能憎能怒的光彩!

小昭的不幸,曾使我jing1神上发生变动;舜英曾说我的yan光里有“妖气”担心我会发疯。笑话,我干么要发疯?疯给人家取笑?疯给人家讨厌?而且,换得一点不冷不热的所谓同情么?但我也知dao那时我的yan光中,大概有所谓“妖气”——因为有一个“理想”在我心里燃烧,我忽然觉得浑shen轻松,无挂无牵;我更加鄙视周围的人们,我设想我就要有一番举动,就要到海天空chu1翱翔了…

但是现在我再给舜英看见的话,她一定要说我yan光里的“妖气”已经没有了;我失掉了能爱能憎能怒的光彩!

这变化是最近两三天之内发生的,在不知不觉中发生的。昨天我又向松生、陈胖再度提chu那天跟舜英说过的“话”就是这一变化的完成罢?此刻自省,十分明白;是在昨天,我的目光又从“海天空chu1”收回,专注于这“小圆圈”!当然我也不是完全没有理由:在这圈子一天,就得应付一天!但是,嘿,我总是这样的“有理由”到哪一天才完?

昨天是什么纪念节罢,——双料的纪念节,每条街上全有挂灯结彩的。我不懂人们有什么可喜的事儿,值得那样狂huan。我只觉得可厌。但是,九点钟以后,我被舜英他们拖进了tiao舞场,一听那咖啡niunai要五元一杯,什么喜庆dan糕是五十元一个,我倒忽然从“可厌”中间爆chu一个恶笑来:妈的!干么要我一个人悲天悯人,哭丧着脸?胡闹就胡闹。看罢,在胡闹中,我把这些鬼,这些狗,叱咤吆喝,颠倒调侃;把多少日子积压着的恶气,秽气,都付与胡闹宣xie一番罢!

这是一场梦。现在剩下给我的,只有tou脑发胀,神思倦怠,而xiong膛里却像平空少了些东西!

昨夜的“狂huan”中,也有上次在舜英家里见过一面的那位姓周的“老世伯”;他从场子里下来,抹着满tou大汗,对我说:“真是太平景象!太平景象!”继而又凑过tou来悄悄说:“这倒不是点缀,是预祝。和平就要到来了,——不是空气,是事实!”

哼,看来这样的“狂huan”一直要继续下去罢?谁说他们“全无心肝”?心肝是有的,不过是猪狗不食的心肝!是狼心狗肝!

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